Wednesday, August 01, 2012

It's You

   There you go again. I was just sitting there in the middle of nowhere. And I had no, even the slightest idea of what I was actually thinking about. I was just there with chin resting on my hand, contemplating life as if all in this world was just a pain. Clueless is the only word that could describe myself at that time. But it's you. You were passing by me. I was someone who thought there was no one in the world who would be good enough for me. Not to be all high of course, it was just that no one was able to understand me. but you. It's you. you were walking, not even a glance you took, but I could sense the warmth of your presence. the comfort that you presented unintentionally, to be honest, I couldn't and I still can't get enough of it. And by the time you started to notice me, I knew it was a change. A difference that has changed the way I think of the world. Only with you sitting by my side, I knew that I would be alright. Everything would be okay. There was nothing to worry about. And since then I realised, I could sense the piercing cold in your absence.
   I'm positive that you won't even know it, because I never show it, until now. But that should be fine, because I don't know what would happen if once you knew it. Would you stay the same? or would you go away, be so distant from me instead? Rather than thinking of the two possibilities, I would just hold on to the fact. The fact that you are always there for me. The reality that I can see your smile every time I want to. The truth that I can listen to the softness of your voice and feel the warmth of your hand.