Saturday, August 27, 2011


I believe it was in winter... I was sitting out there, outside my house... wearing my white shorts and gray jumper which was my thigh-length, but I didn't feel cold at all.
I saw a new email, that was from you saying 'Hi'.
By only saying Hi, you could make my smile appear again and again. Then at the time I was wondering if I could meet you one day, I didn't know how wonder struck it would be.

Talking to you just made all the loneliness go away, broke through the walls of insincerity and I didn't even force my self to laugh anymore. They have all vanished...

Then that one day when I met you somewhere beautiful at 07:00 PM. I saw how gorgeous you were. You were beautiful to me. You made my eyes go no where. You made my heart beat off my chest. Intentionally you banished all the old feelings... I was enchanted. Enchanted to meet you...

That was the very first time I felt this way.... You are the first. You are still here, on my mind... I would spend forever wondering if you knew I was wonder struck, blushing all the way home. You didn't even know what I was thinking of. This thought came across my mind straight away 'Does he have a girlfriend?'

All I could say is I was enchanted to meet you.
That night was sparkling, I won't let it go... and I hope that you don't let it go.

I wish you were out there, at my door... I would open up the door, give the best smile I've ever given. then you would say 'I was enchanted to meet you'

In my heart, I really do hope... In my mind, it keeps reminding me... it's stuck in my head.
'Please don't be in love with someone else... please don't have somebody waiting on you.'

It's not the last chapter or even the end of the chapters. It's just the beginning. An enchanted beginning. I wish there would be no end.

Based on Taylor Swift's song-Enchanted, with some elaborations

Friday, August 26, 2011

I'm Back!

Hello every one! I'm finally back in here.... past few months had been so busy until I neglected my blog :( But I wouldn't forget this blog... I love writing. So, I'm back, but I can't guarantee that means I've been free from my duties :p

Honestly, I was trying to make a time for writing on this blog, because I think it's such a need to do. I really love to express my feelings through writing, and yes... I never forgot that I have a blog. I wish I could spend more times on this blog... but holiday is still far away, and final exams are just getting closer. but I need to go through them by then :)

Feel so great to be back here.... see you soon my lovely Blog! xoxo


I Thought You Said Forever and Always

Once upon a time, I'm definitely sure it was you trying to talk to me, you were pacing back and forth, trying to get my attention. I did my stuff, couldn't even get my eyes an inch away. You almost faced an epic fail.
Then you took my things away, made me feel so distracted, my face showed annoyance, but quickly you said 'I love you, listen to me'.
Your words enchanted me. I felt so overwhelmed. A little smile came out, but you made me grin by handing up your right palm that said 'I love you forever and always'.
I could feel my face was completely blushing, then you pinched my nose, the part that you like the most.
That moment was perfect, I felt so content.

Were you just joking and playing around?
I feel so low. You don't prove what you said ages ago.

I always stare at the phone, twenty four per hours I tell you, you have yet called me or texted me.
Once again, I'm trying to remember everything you always said to me on every Saturday…
'I love you forever and always'
Yes, you didn't mean it. You were just kidding, weren't you?
It rains every time you are beside me, it rains every time you stand by me.
I feel so low… again and can't feel the way I was used to.
I guess the enchanted feeling has vanished nowhere. I don't know and trying not to know.

Did you forget anything? Where is your right hand that was used to pinch my nose, where is your warm hug and your soft kiss on my forehead… did I say something too honestly until you run, disappear and hide from me. What is going on?

You hurt me. You are hurting me. You are not you. I thought you said Forever and Always… or probably, it was just me banging my head on the wall and actually forgetting the reality. The real things between us. You are probably not mine. And I'm certainly not yours.

Wait a minute… I will go away. Go all the way out while you're still going half way out the door.

Last words…. I hate memorising the flashback between US.

based on Taylor Swift's song 'Forever and Always' with some elaborations.